Monday, July 12, 2010 |
I feel upset suddenly. Just bck frm movie with collegues. Babi called me in the afternoon :( We used to have same off day. But now its different. I only off on weekends while his on Monday. We used to plan a wk in advance where to go, play, eat. I would read a lot of food blogs and together we try new food, explore new places. Now, i dun even have an urge to click on food blogs. I dun feel like working on Monday. I dun feel like off on weekends despite of i can spend more time with parents. Things have changed since i got a new job. We work at the same area. So near, yet so far. My office located at Times Square, and he is at Sg Wg. Just a bridge connecting. But our working hr doesnt allow us. Im 9-6, he is 11-8.30pm Im extremely sleepy after work and wake up early for work. We only meet at nite, which i hate a lot sometimes. I dun get a chance to shopping with him anymore. I dun feel like trying new restaurant without his presence. I dun like going out without holding his hand. He is trying to sort these out, i know. He try to spend his time with me. I always makes things difficult for him, but he still always makes me laugh. I duno how to describe our relationship. Some ppl said we are like an old couple together for more than 5-6 yrs. We are so close and talk bout anything, i mean everything like a friend. I.. duno wat else to say. I really really miss our Monday. I would appreciate more if i know i would feel so awful now. And... im in tears now :'( P/S : I know you wont read the whole shit i typed. U dun like wordy blog. But i wish u would read till the end. ( I think im so emo bcs of the Twilight movie, so JIWANG now -.-") |
Mademoiselle Gabrielle ♥ 10:33 PM |
About Me |
Im officially 26 now. Sometimes sweet and can be mean at times. Occasionally shopaholic & drinker. Im stubborn. Love photography. Love my dearie friends. Love my future bf. Love my family.
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