Such a drama that i decided to quit my job. Isnt it ?
I hv said to him that i wanna quit since the 2nd mth i been here.
Then he alwiz console and encourage me, over the phone. And i stay, till all the team members left while i reassigned to another team. I was so stress as i hv no performance at all for my first 3 mths. And the team i join was also one of the top performance. However, i did pretty good after 2 weeks joined them. Stress sometimes as i set higher goals for myself. The top management dont understand us and keep pushing. System changed.

I requested to resign on the first day they come with that stupid system. But my manager asked me to stay. Its a good place to make money. He also said am i earn enuff ady and wanna resign =.=" Money will alwiz not enuff lorrr....

I keep fighting for 2 weeks. No performance. Tired of meeting the wrong prospect. If no sales for this week, i will resign. I told myself. And i did. Someone did smtg makes me cried on the company event. I damn 7 dulan and scold a client over the phone. At the end of the event, I was hesitate how to pass the resignation letter to big boss. Before i go to him, guess what the big boss said.

"I knew some of you not happy with the structure we came up with, the power hr, the fines... stop moaning. If u do not like the job, bring ur laptop to the office on tuesday. Shake a hand and we will still be friend." Oh ya... wtf. Ppl seems no response. Well, its just like making thing more easier when he said so.

I cried on that day. Because of SJ. She came to hug me. She is same batch with me, we fight all along till now. Half year in the company. Both of us also non-perform sales ppl. She asked y i surrender so fast as im doing well in the company. The another malayboy also shocked. He is the one who also keep encourage me: Never Give Up. 他妈的! Hahaha... I cried till 23 of the staff looking at me, cant even said good bye to big boss and thanks for giving me a hard time in the office. Lolz. Damn embarrass lor :( And my manager accompany me till the entrance of our office. He laughed. And said : Why cried ? If u like to work then dun leave la.. come come come. Go back to make calls. I was like wtf.

It is indeed a good place for me to earn money. Sigh. Not mean to show off or watsoever la but its a gold mine. Few of the colleagues keep calling, msn and fb. Still cant accept the fact that im leaving, so sudden. Lol.

I bought this book for weeks ago. Cost me RM60. And i promise him that i must close more deal after i finish reading it. Sigh. I gave up :( I hope im not making a wrong decision.

P/S : Im currently looking for weekend jobs, freelance for the time being. And also research on Bangkok trip package. Any recommend ? I dont want to procrastinate anymore !