When we started to work, i found that its so hard to equilibrize in between work vs family/ friends/ bf/ gf. Perhaps just me bad in management my schedule. Totally.
I work every weekends which i usually spend with family last time. We seldom talk nowadays. I miss the time we had dinner together. I miss watching my daddy and mommy even though there's silence between us.
I miss the time i hang out with my buddy and darlings. I used to go yumcha with my bestie every Saturday but i had just fail to meet up her for almost half a year. I did go gossip and yumcha with my 2 darlings also once or twice a month but it seems so impossible for me now. Because i feel extremely tired after work. Further with almost an hour traffic jam to home. Its not only tiring but abhor of KL traffice. Terrible ! Its has been couple of times i feel asleep while driving :(
Besides, i also tend to spend lesser time with him and i get angry easier. I know everyone stress with their work and it just happened to be like mine is the most stressful work in the world. Lolz. Im just very bad in managing my time and controling my temper. I guess him also fed up with my unstable emotions ady. Sigh...
And playing this while blogging. Hehehehe... i know im slow. Lolz. Will give few more try. Need to work on weekends. Tata....
