Its started off not too bad yesterday morning. Went breakfast w family at Rawang. I fell asleep in car coz i slept at 6am the nite b4. His friend called while we on the way back. Asked my lunch and check did i know that pc had created FB account. He told me smtg that i was stunned at that moment. Almost cry and i control so damn hard to hold back my tears. I cant let anyone in car know bout it. My heart just so pain.
Reached home and dun feel like stay at home. Thought of finding Roy but my makeup got into my eyes and damn red n pain. Hence, i rest at home. Emo n fell asleep. For a lil while. Wait till Roy bck to home only we go out. Cried while he called asking me what happened. Sigh.
Picked him up and plan to go Seapark Nasi Lemak (yea, again!) or Murni but it rain. So we went to MidValley's Kimgary. Park at The Gardens. I remember i went there on the last day of exam. The place that is full of memories and i cried so badly in carpark that day. Then we walk to Midvalley, pass through Starbucks, which i remember we had a great time there before.
Its raining and feel like smoking. Anyway, feel better after out with him. I drive to the cc where he used to hangout. Saw his car. Hmm... Almost a mth since i last saw him. Since we breakup, i spent almost everynite lingering at outside. Neva feel like stay at home or coming home. Keep eating and sometimes will ate one meal only a day. Keep myself bz but hey, i got ntg else to do except being the driver of my lil bro & sis and online, which make me go n clicked his fb account again. Sigh...
I'll be fine..
And.
I must be fine...
