Tuesday, July 31, 2012 |
The 1109th days of us.
But don't have a chance to share except here.
It's not I magnifying the problem... I don't know..
I really feel had changed. Why he can treat everyone better than the gf?
He will worried late to work will scold by his team. We hardly hv a chance to go out a day n he alwiz later than the time promise. Y he never value how I think?
I text him that I cried. He just replied : y are u so weak?
Isn't the first response u saw the text is call? Why when client BBm said wanna cancel/ reschedule appointment, u will straight away call them? U afraid to lose $$ but not gf?
Why?
What I've done to let u feel that I'm not worth to be your priority, your attention n your care?
Every time quarrel u just blame I start it first, I like to quarrel. Why u nvr ask why I even wanna start it? It was alwiz start as a question for discussion. He just alwiz layan me with that 2 little words. I speak it out to settle but u keep quiet. Silent doesn't solve the problem !
So every time in the end u will simply admit its your fault to admit. Then after a mth, it happens again. Keep go on n o, n now it's our 3rd year. I really tired to tell what I want, how u changed.
Since I'm not anyone to change u, n u insist u nvr change. I just stop trying. I knew if I take a step back, history will repeat itself.
U just never admit u fault. Fine. I feel like I'm talking to a cow.
I will just stop trying.
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Mademoiselle Gabrielle ♥ 8:25 AM |
About Me |
Im officially 26 now. Sometimes sweet and can be mean at times. Occasionally shopaholic & drinker. Im stubborn. Love photography. Love my dearie friends. Love my future bf. Love my family.
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