Pc back frm tour yesterday. Went to Venezia, an italian restaurant nearby my house. I dun like my dory fish, taste yucky n almost vomit for another bite. He offered to exchange with his chicken. Taste better !! Then, it rains so heavy thus we went Leisure Mall shop a lil while. He pay his phone bill n we lepak in Popular Bookstore. Looking for good recipe and some investment books. Sent him bck coz he is extremely tired and i need to rush FYP.

I dint sleep last9 as i need to rush my FYP. Only take a 3 hrs nap then straight go to class after i done it. And tonite i can't attend his friend's daughter fullmoon party coz im rushing Law assignment :'(

He called me for lunch just now while i were sleeping. He told me tat he is on tour again. This SUNDAY. M.C.H. Coming back on 11 then 15 of April on tour again and same goes to the following week. Cilaka. Babi!! The whole month of April he is not gonna be in Malaysia. Sigh. Maybe its good for us. I feel smtg weird and couldnt make decision. He asked me to go Phuket and thats the issue bothering me. He seems dont understand.

After today im gonna assignment-free except an individual Ethics assignment. Was talking bout clubbing at MOS this thursday to Thong n Jong but seems failed. I wanna get drunk, party hard! Be wild, crazy and hv fun !! I just wanna have fun :(

Was browsing my photos uploaded by my darlings - Jaime & Eunice in Facebook. I dun realize we had taken so many photos. It makes me so sad, suddenly :( We stick together all the time, we meet in uni, after class, movies, sometimes even weekend (non-school day) !! We alwiz talk bout non-sense and laugh like mad women till stomachache. We talk over the phone about ours' him. We gossip n curse bout the bitches n son of the bitch. We rush assignment together n not sleeping. Having mcd breakfast n listen the insane talking craps. Skipped class. Molest each other.

Im so afraid what i would be without u guys supporting me n love me. Its really hard to find someone that love me as much as u, my darlings~~ I wanna shout out really loud. Ready ? Sure ? Sure ok ar ?

[edited] Just back frm Murni yumcha with my 2 darlings. I feel emo after chat w my sis but feel bit better after talk to them. They seriously play an important role in my life. But as time goes by, we still gonna apart. They decide to work in Singapore, Wanchi might not be in M'sia too after she grad. Everyone is leaving but i feel glad for them. They fight for their dreams :) It just tat i feel lost n down coz i dun hv someone to talk to when im down. Mmmuakz~ Love u babes !!

He was back on last Sat night and i picked him up. Went for Snow Beer again with his frens. Bullshit and craps as usual. They suddenly came up an idea for dimsum on sunday morning since they hv RM150 cash vouchers. Everyone agree to meet at Cheras Tai Thong Restaurant at 9am. I refused to join them coz its family day !! PC said ok and just want me to wake him up at 8am.

Then the following day, i give him a morning call as i promised. But he force me to go >.<

Waiting him to pick me up :)

6 of us eat dimsum total at RM200++ and discount RM150 :p

Then we all went to Lowyat and send PC's motherboard to CS to repair. Shop ard and bought a bluetooth device at only RM18 ! I tot it costs RM100+ de lor... Hehe... Then the guys bought earphones, coz they wanna hv good audio sounds when watching "some" movies.

Lepak for few hrs then drive to Pavilion. Ate Dainti Hill bcz they hv 30% for UOB credit card holders. Damn worth it lor... The discount we hv is RM66 !! Its kinda warm thus we request to change seat. The waiter brought us to smoking room aka vip room. Much cooler and nicer. The food is ok and the price is very cheap at such good deco restaurant.

PC lend this book to me.
I managed read till 80pages ONLY :S

We went home and had dinner with family separately. His fren called and went yumcha again. They play Chor D and im the extra one la, so sit there dreaming only. Its really bored. I tot it supposed to be a special nite coz PC gonna be on tour again on Monday 5am :( Anyway, i gave him the pillow. He expected. I also expected that he expected it. Haha...

So.. this comin monday i think im gonna drive to KLIA to pick him up. I dunno the way but follow signboard shudnt be a problem. Have to be a caring gf ma.. not burden him. But he said dun want when we on phone juz now. Hmm... tat day hints me to go airport n now the opposite. Susah nak layan la dia...

He asked why i talk so little today while we on phone just now. A few silent conversation taking over. I dun realized till he asked me. He said i talked a lots of craps usually. But not today. I dunno either. I thought i supposed to be very excited since he will be coming back in 9hrs later, 11am. My boo that I have not seen for 8 days. And I also just realized i made a HUGE mistake. He arrived Bandar Tasik Selatan KLIA transit at 11PM, not AM and i will be his little driver :)

Im kinda annoyed when ppl keep asking my bf's photo. Just like wat Santa did just now. Its not that i want to hide or having underground relationship. PC do not like to take photo. I respect that and try not to snap his photo. I really wish to have a real nice couple shot with him.

And FYI, I dont try to cover-up my relationship but i dont wanna shout out loud and promote it either. If u asked do i hv a bf, i would say yessss ! But if no one asking me, i cant think of any reason for me to grab ppl's shoulder and shout I GOT A BF !! Pfft. I do blog bout PC in my blog. But this is a blog that i only allow my few darlings to read it. I dint tell everyone about it coz i dun like ppl read through, know every feelings, thoughts of mine.

Sometimes, i feel like changing the domain name.

But i want to be delicious so much wey :p

Bought this from OneU yesterday. Oh my, its a 60's jazz. Like gramophone records. The rhythm is so damn slow and i wanna burn another cd with fastforward version. LOLZ. Imagine im listening this in lounge with cigarrette and a cup of coffee. Oh~ Yumyum~

Anyway, theres a wide range of Jazz to choose but i picked this. And its only RM 18.90 !! Wanna buy this for him but i guess he wont like it :(

My sewing skill is suck, i know

My camera phone sucks and i lazy to edit the photo.

I discovered that i have problem in expressing my own feelings and telling ppl my stories. It become oh-so-not-interesting-at-all when the words are out from my mouth. Sweat... Words become interesting only when i say vulgar words T.T

What shud i buy for him ? Surprise perhaps ?

P/S : I ate Aglio Olio Prawn at Food Foundry + one Earl Grey + a BASKET of chips. I dun wanna be BIG eater... diet diet diet~

8 March 2009
Its Darling Eunice's bday thus me, HK, Jaime n his bro - Jackie heading to OneU for the celebration. Went to Charms for lunchie after bought movie tickets.

Jackie - The Mafia

HK Bank & HRY

Damn worth it lor.. just tat the lamb tasteless.

Supposed to go bowling but Eunice dont feel like playing. Window shopping n yumcha at Simply Penang. OMG. I eat again :p Im big eater.. Blerk !! We did took some pictures with the OneU Flasher... all in HRY's camera. Wait... She will blog about it or upload to FB soon. Later, we watch Marley & Me. Its a great movie that made all of us cried. Except the cold blood HK. Damn long dint cry in the cinema ady. Hahaha... Almost 60% are crying i can said included guys :p

Siao kia

Add another kaki- Meething at Murni. I wonder y my food alwiz come the last @.@ Being ejek as usual. Then meet Aloy, kena ejek that my face so bulat. Pfft.


PC find me at midnite after drink with CS. I was half-way sleeping but still wake up for meeting him. He drove ard my housing area. Chat for 2 hrs with sleepy eyes.


9 March 2009
Its public holiday n suppose to hv LAW class but our Mr. Obama look-alike lecturer sick and class canceled. Hooray !! Then, PC called for lunch when i sms him tat class canceled. Discuss for place for our lunch for 1 hr ++. At first, we wanna go 2 bookstore get a recipe and cook some food. Sound great but then he rejected at the next moment. I guess he is lazy. Haha... its drizzling then i brought him to Tmn Desa Fish Head Noodle. The shop is closed coz the lunchtime is over. Damn. Its 2pm+ and i dun even noticed. PC suggest we go midvalley since its just few minutes away. This lala PC really dare dare go to there wearing a sweater + lala 3 quarter pants + slippers. Damn lala wei...

As usual, we cant decide where to eat. Went to The Gardens food court n try this - 尊厨 with all the herbal soup and some local food. Soup is ok-ok but the XO fried rice damn big portion ler.. Then we found out they are member of Eu Yan Sang.


Saw Japanese food fair - MEIJI. Dun feel like goin the fair when i saw its crowded n long queue at cashier and i hv RM20 only in the wallet :p But PC dragged me along T.T Suggest PC to buy Hello Panda Biscuits and the chocobean for him to eat in office. I got no $ thus dint buy anything. PC tried the snacks and grab grab grab. Total at RM 60+ and get 2 free vouchers. Yay ! (I just found out one expired ady T.T)

Walk ard hugging him. Feel great. Saw Starbuck at Robinsons. Nice view located next to Borders. Damn !! I must visit here with PC next time. Hehe... the lazy bug dont like shopping and i dun feeling buying things coz no more $. Get a place for a rest - PASTIS CAFE. I dont like my drink coz it taste like Milo. FYI, i hates Ribena & Milo. And i saw they hv Afternoon Tea Set again. Hahaha... I was online using my hp while PC busy observing ppl. And Jaime is so excited for goin ballnite n she called me. Haha...



Its still raining when we left midvalley. Ard 6pm if im not mistaken. The lazy bug PC is hungry again n i was like wtf ? U just ate a Sang Har Mee + half of herbal soup + 2 drinks and now u are hungry again ? Sweat gao gao....

He called his fren to dinner at Connaught KFC. I just ate 2 pcs of nuggets. Too full. Almost fell asleep while the guys talking. Then they wanna go cc. I swear i miss him so damn much and wanna stick with him. He wanna bring me to cc but im afraid me this PorkChop will memalukan dia saja. Hahaha.... ugly fatty and noob in games. Saying goodbye to him unwillingly :( And before i go, he gave the whole Meiji snacks to me >.<

Gave him another packet of Hello Panda n Chocobean :)

Feeling great for spending time with him today. Things getting better. And miss him so damn much now. Sob sob...

曾经多么的熟悉， 现在却演变成陌生人。很悲哀，不是吗？就算擦肩而过，我连个眼神交流和打声招呼也没有。

情绪突然很低落， 独自在oldtown，看着一班班的上班白领，一对对的情侣。我跟PC在MSN聊着聊着，突然很害怕我不是他要的，他有说了一些 secure我的话，可是依然让我担心不已。