When we were young, we extremely need teddy bear. As we grown up, things changed. We need more than a teddy bear - car, house, Chanel handbag, Handphone, Burberry wallet relationship etc. Suddenly feel like buying a huge teddy bear. Hug it tight to fall asleep every night.

Wanna hv a cup of coffee. With a laptop n cigarrettes. Coffee and cigarrettes seems go well to each other. Isnt it ? But no worries, im not a smoker. In fact, i dont like and dont wanna be one of them.

P/S : I am very serious in relationship. I hope every relationship last for long and leads to marriage. I want the bf as my future husband. Some said its silly to think like this but i will still stick to this. Im very sure what i want. Women do not only want love, care and commitment in their relationship but beyond that. Thats my thought of the day. Too bored. Couldn't find anyone watch movie and have a cup of coffee with me :(

Went to Extreme Autoshow at Bukit Jalil with Santa coz his bro is one of the exhibitor. That means i can hv FREE entry. Otherwise have to pay RM28. Lolz. Aiya, then duno y managed to get one pass to go in only. His bro pay the ticket for me.


Lots of girls but only one is cute, pretty, sweet and hot !! Cars and chicks sure attract alots of photographers for sure. And ma lat lou too ! Pfft. Some cars very lala n pariah oso can exhibit at there. Then Santa's car oso can lor... and better than them. Doink~


Check out My Multiply for photosss.


Attend a weddin dinner at Jaya Palace just now. Alwiz fall into deep thought whenever i attend any wedding celebration. I cant imagine how i look like while wearing wedding gown. Started to imagine who wil be the bridgeroom. Pfft.


Went Pavilion shopping with daddy. EVERY shops are having sales now. Gucci, Burberry, Forever 21, Zara etc etc etc etc. But daddy said economic recession thus window shopping only. Superrrrrr sad T___T. Very down and i must buy something to make me happy. Bought 2 hairbands only but feel kind happy oso coz can spend time with daddy. Long time dint shopping with daddy ady. I hold his hand and put my hand on his shoulder. *Imagine if my future bf tag along... Not forgetting my mom. Happy family eh*

I drove my mom's car yesterday. All the way frm Cheras to Selayang for dinner. Damn panic lorr coz its raining cats and dogs. But managed to reached there safely. Haha.. If not i wont be able to blog here :p

Saw Steve Yap. I like him very much. As much as i like Alan Yun. Steve dinner with his family, i think. He feels hot halfway eating n takes off his clothes. Wear a singlet. Damn hotttt !! Haha... I wanna take picture with him but no courage :(

Steve Yap

I remembered i saw Alan Yun while i working at PC Fair weeks ago. I asked Dominic, " Can i berpura-pura fell down in front of him, then he will come n save/hug me ? Or u go tell Alan i wanna take picture with him la.. I damn like him !!" After this incident, he kept laugh y im so desperate. But, hey~ They got great body n nice looking face ma. Charming smile somemore.

Alan Yun

And now i got both of them. Whoa~ Very excited lorr !!

Poster of Lord's tailor from Bangsar/ Ampang.

P/S : Feel like goin shopping. I think Gucci is having sales now. Sigh...Wanna go clubbing too . Hmph... nevermind. Listen to the songs shiok sendiri first.

Friday Night

Hmph... unknown phone number sms me. Seems like a joke ! I will kill him/her if i figure out he/she is one of my friend. NO jokes. And i also damn regret for givin out my num to the seller when i work at pc fair. Feel like ignore all the sms. Damn.


Few of my friend still ask bout me n santa. I had explained n blog bout it many times. Friend friend friend. We treat each other as neighbor n merely fren nothing more than that. I like him as a fren. I hang out with him coz im f***king bored and nowhere to go. Besides that, his frens are really funny, hilarious. I laugh damn hard everytime with them.

And just now, i been to his house for a lil while. His house was having bbq party. I heard he will meet a netfren later in a hotel. His frens teased him that he still got many "gf". Luckily, i got no feelings at santa. If not, i would rather cucuk my mata for my blindness. Told ya every guy suck. Im totally lose faith and confident in guys ady. I left half an hr later coz too bored.

I still feel insecure. Foreseen the unpleasant consequences. But something touched my heart :)

And yea, left 1 sem only then i will graduate. Pitiful. I started to miss hell lots of my frens ady. Especially my darlings - Jaime & Eunice :( 1 semester.... I tell u, time really flies. I still remember my first day in pre-u, i was late and i bet most of PR 5 still remember it :p I remember during first year in uni, PR 5 & 6 just like cats and dogs fighting. I got the hard time at second year. And few summons. Then, im in year 3, final year now which i gain so much weights knowledge frm the life i had been through and of course frm my buddies.

A young girl standing at a busy roadside. She looks miserable pathetic because she dont know how to cross the road. Who can hold her hand tights and clear all the obstacle just for her ? For the lifetime maybe ?

Its my first day of sem break! Woke up at 12noon but took a forty winks after lunch ;p Ntg special today. Dinner at home and have a walk near my house with mommy, aunt and younger sis. Saw Santa and VL passed by. Damn... i wear so yongsui T__T

I saw them goin to playground again thus i ulangbalik, take another road home. Santa called and asked me join them again. Accepted their invite since i got ntg to do at home. They were shooting mtv and Santa is the main actor. Lolz. They use one hp to play Jay Chou's song and another hp for shooting.

Failed.

Another try. Failed again coz another hp ringing.

Santa act like very emo, shouted and throw away the beer tin XD

Then Santa take off his shirt. His fren throw it and hang on tree few times. Then tis time is too high. (yellow circle) No matter how hard we shake the tree it still dint falls down. Then CW, who can climb tree like a monkey (red circle) helped him out. Crap and crap n crapsss....

Then go mamak yumcha n talk some dirty jokes. I think they really tot im a man. Pfft.

Last paper ! Hooray~~~~

Ok. Im not tat excited actually. Just want to find a job during holidays. Make myself busy busy busy and.. busy!! Went earlier to uni for last revision. Darling Eunice bought Xmas gifts for me and Darling Jaime. So damn sweet and happy. She wrapped it so nice tat i feel bad to unwrapped it. She wrote smtg on the front. Hehehe...

Mine is square de..

Tot of goin yumcha after exam but no one is free. So disappointed and sien. Drive slowly to home. Watch a video at home. Fucking angry and disappointed again. Damn dulan. Shitty head dont promise anything when u do not hv the ability. Shame on u !! Asshole, the whole thing is a failure ok ?

Then damn moody while dinner with family. Santa called when i almost done. Its his fren VL asking me to join them at the playground near my house. Hohoho...

Someone throw away Santa's slipper. Hahaha...

So, now they called me "Lam Yan" (guy in cantonese).

Hehe... coz i call myself tat. Have a manly voice and attitudes ;p

The guys dancing. Super siao XD

Feel better after chat with them. Getting closer to them after the pc fair. They are super funny and i cant stop laughing like a sohai. Hahaha... I can be the real me in front of them. No need to hide anything. Tat makes me feel so good.

P/S : 2 shocking news today. Juicy enuf....

It just a random post.

Its a rainy day as usual, wondering why it rains everyday. So worry there will be another landslide incident happened. Jaime still cant back to her home. Very kesian lor...

Tomorrow will be workin at pc fair. Santa will get back her gf soon but seems they quarrel again. Well, their story is really complicated. Break-up and get back together bout zillion of times ;p I listened to their story till numb ady. Btw, i found him trying to avoid me. Kns. I dint do anything la.. just tat he is the one i know when hang out with his fren therefore i only talk to him lor.. Seriously i dont hv feel to him okay. Tomorrow will be working, if he still avoiding me damn sien la.. Dunno who to hv lunch with ady.

Feeling like switch to another blog but i like the blog add very muchie ! Hmm...

Ok la.. wont post Christmas wishlist ady coz i lazy know no one will buy anything for me. So just forget bout it.

Well, the insecure and hesitation will be soon faded. I need to put a smile on my face. Earn more money during holidays so i can shop alot and visit the restaurant i want to go most, treat my family eat the most best yumyum food. And i must start planning for new year eve n valentine's day. Coz most probably my only one will not able to accompany me anymore like previous year ;p

And i must appreciate the days i hv with my frens in uni. It just left one more semester then we all will apart. Some might be work at their hometown and i believe we all will less contact each other. Hence, i must hv alot of fun with them. Having the best moment with only them. Take lots of pictures so i wont forget them when i get older. I'll put them in my photo album and photo frame. I'll face-book and poke them whenever i miss them. Then when i hv my own kids, i'll show them who is the one can live for 20+ years without pelekat at her house, who like to chimchim with me, who getting older still wanna see lengzai, whose thinking is very simple with short hand, who is the gal that seldom talk but when she said smtg, ahe will definitely makes ur jaw dropped, who has the biggest head and who likes to say stupid jokes etc etc.




Thats all for today ! Mmmuakz~

Exam at 2pm but im still online playing facebook till 4am last night. Wasnt in the mood. No motivation at all. Hmm.... and today eunice told me something. It had bothering me for few days ady. I had made the decision but i changed. Very confirmed of my new decision then i hesitate again. Insecure...

Anyway, juz try to make my blog not so dead :) Mommy's car got problem although sent to repair for few times. No choice but buy a new car at such depression situation.

Jogging. It proved tat im gettin older.

Last nite went to Fong Lye Restaurant again. Wait for one hr T.T

But the food is nice and service is good. Daddy ate 3 bowls of rice while each of us ate 2 bowls. Total of 11 bowls rice for 5 ppl. Lolz. Daddy seems like like tis restaurant very muchie :)

Then i went shopping today right after exam. Wasnt really in good mood thus drove to Bangsar to shop for CNY clothes (i knew it kinda early, haha) and also frens' bday pressies. Not a bad day. Got a pair of new shoes at only RM 27+. Good steal eh... *hopin it wont be so pariah and rosak within one week* Thinking back. I had been wearing slippers to uni everyday for almost a month afterTHIS, see no. 6 incident. And i bought a B&W top today. Holy cow, recently kept buying those dark color tops. How to wear during CNY T.T Perhaps it really affected by my mood ?

Dinner with dad juz now at the hawker stall near my house. Just me n dad, two of us. I like it, like last time. I tried to speak more. Talk bout the landslide, insurance, food etc. Make daddy chat with me. Daddy not full after he ate the porridge and thus we get a Chee Cheong Fun.

So, tomorrow gonna go briefing for pc fair job with Santa. Tired tired... Feel like manja-ing.

P/S : Im so broke now. RM 30 hp credit kon within 4 days. Yumcha and shopping also the main reason. Anyway, will sort out my Christmas Wishlist soon. Is there any multi-billionnaire or good man/ girl want me to have a Merry Christmas ?? ;p

I shall start studying now.
Havent started anything yet.
This few days still having fun & in honeymoon mood.

And stuck on you ♥ Pet Society ♥
Why cant i just be KIASU abit ? Just a lil bit la... Pfft.

Last9 went to Jong's house. Drink lil bit n become high. Opps, i mean excited. Guess wat gals will do when getting excited. *grins* Juicy pics will not be publicize. Lolz. Anyway, we went to Food Foundry for dinner. Ordered Baked Mussels with herbs n Parmesan Cheese (RM8.90), not bad. Was planned for midnite movie but mom nagging. Too bad :(

Was hungry again while on the way home. Wait Santa & Kyt (the guy tat share same surname with me) finish movie then heading to Oldtown Kopitiam for supper. Its drizzling and we hv a good chat. Should stay longer... Kyt still charming as usual and asked for suggestion for his gf's bday present. We suggested him to take a video himself stripping with glow in the dark condom/ underwear and the list goes on. Haha... happy day !!





P/S : Someone called n chat for almost one hour last nite. Haha... Dont try to blackmail me. Bite u !

Called dad for dinner but he asked me to take picture of the moon. He said its a human face. I was like WTF. So kua cheong ? Then i immediately ran out frm my house with my cam. Okay... im getting older. Hand shake, thus the picture oso not clear XD

Take 1

Take 2 (still blur >.<"")

Ok.. since duck, shaun and some frens asked bout it. I think i should clear things up. Ppl mistaken bout the things i posted in plurk.

Santa made his confession tat he likes me last time but the feeling gone. So we are juz merely FRIEND now. I hv no feeling to him too. And i think im not gonna get a bf that will be a 2 timer in the future.

Hmm... anyway, was really happy tis 2 days. Went yumcha with eunice them at murni on saturday till 4am. Hehe... then join my 2 sisters shopping for like 6 hrs non stop. Bought few clothes but i hope we can alwiz hangout like this. Imagine 3 pretty babes... Haha.. i was joking k pls dont throw shoes at me ;p

Sleepy ler... but need to wake shaun up half an hr later >.<" u owe me !!

I DONT LIKE SANTA CLAUS !!!